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A Dream |
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--Larry Norman, from Long Ago the Garden I havent found it easy to pray for President Clinton, even though I know I should. His unwavering support for child killing makes it difficult, at least for me, to compose a sincere prayer for him. And yet, because of the power and influence of his office, because he is in a position to do great good or great harm, I know its important to pray for him. Im going to tell you a dream I had recently which was about Bill Clinton. But I need to preface the telling of my dream by saying that I do not look for guidance or revelation from dreams. I know the Lord has used dreams in the past to guide and reveal, and I presume that He will do so in our day, according to His good pleasure. But Im a natural skeptic when it comes to dreams and visions. I dont confer upon dreams a great deal of importance. Dreams are dreams just the mind relaxing by scrambling everything up a bit. Go to sleep and your thoughts scatter all over the place. Thats what dreams are. But this dream, which was a typical scramble of places and people, had one peculiar result: it helped me pray for President Clinton. If I was moved by a sermon on the radio, or by a magazine article, and it changed my attitude sufficiently that I could pray for the President, Id be glad to mention it. So, I suppose I should be willing to mention something as trivial as a dream: I was in a big house, an old house that once belonged to my family in the Mississippi Delta (I visited the place recently, which is probably why it was in my mind). A lot of people were there. There was quite a bit of activity, but I dont know exactly what was going on. I saw President Clinton in one of the upstairs rooms and I thought to myself, "Im not going to waste my time talking to that guy." And then as I moved briskly on into another room, I suddenly thought, "I wonder if hed like someone to read the Bible to him -- I wont argue with him about anything, Ill just read the Bible." (I spent many happy hours at one time in my life reading the Bible to my grandparents in that house). I immediately went back and asked the President if hed like me to read the Bible to him. He would. I dont think he was enthusiastic, but he was clearly willing. Problem: where to find a Bible. I knew I had to be quick. The President is a busy man and I didnt want to presume on his time. I didnt know where my own Bible was, so as we moved together into yet another room to sit down, I snatched a Bible off a table in the hallway. I knew immediately that the Bible Id grabbed wasnt in very good shape. It was ripped, and part of the cover was missing. But it was what I had in hand and I had a chance to read it to the President. He sat down in a chair and I sat down on a stool at his feet. His aide -- a man; I have no idea who it was -- sat beside him in another chair. I opened the Bible to read, suggesting Psalm 91. (I dont know why I came up with Psalm 91. Even in my dream this surprised me. I read Psalm 103 to my grandfather many times, and the night before he died, at his request, I read to him Psalm 90.) But when I tried to read the psalm to the President, I couldnt. I could barely make out the first line and then (typical dream weirdness), the Bible in my hands became a bunch of screwdrivers attached in some way to the binding, with each line of the psalm written on the metal shaft of a different screwdriver, but written with such small letters that I couldnt make out the words. I struggled for a minute trying to read the psalm, realized I couldnt, and excused myself with the words, "Im sorry, Mr. President, Im wasting your time." As I was leaving the room, he rose and walked to one side. He didnt speak or even look at me, but he appeared to be tired, disappointed and frustrated. I was surprised at his countenance and suddenly, I felt sorry for the man. ...and I woke up, still feeling sorry for him.
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